Thursday, April 24, 2008

Response to "Time" - from "The Existential Crisis and Other Musings" by Mo

http://www.bebo.com/mopoems


Holding on
have i any need to wait and see why? Its in my ears, yet even when i take the vessel away it remains in my temples
flowing across my contents
is it not there forever?

Is this even an issue, can it ever be over.

I have placed my hand upon it
clicked it into eternity
this can never be fully destroyed
its out there somewhere
we seek eternity through our actions
we want to beat this giant shadow
i click everything i have into eternity
sifting through the net
and my ears are united with the rest of the world
with the world who wants to preserve me
me and my time
me and my reason

I try to find reason at night
this black box
this home

insomniac
so strong
so
but what else?
i would scream for this understanding
i am in silence
my temples talk to me
my mind is free

its quiet here
this is in time
this is time i cant share

in these words
in moments of noise
in it all i am cutting every wrist
this is in time

with every thought in this silence
bouncing of the sides of me black box
i am dying
and time is in this.

Time is irrelevant
because time is in this
and now that we have created time has become irrelevant.

"At once a voice arose among
The bleak twigs overhead
In a full-hearted evensong
Of joy illimited;
An aged thrush, frail, gaunt, and small,
In blast-beruffled plume,
Had chosen thus to fling his soul
Upon the growing gloom."

Thomas Hardy "The Darkling Thrush" (Extract)

And so we sing

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

I am...

...away
...part of a collective
...now warmer than before
...worried
...satisfied
...happy
...sad
...expectant
...secure
...out there
...helping
...talking
...sneezing
...always listening
...hearing
...forever in the temple
...forever wanting the groove
...touching
...writing
...typing
...breathing
...taking
...thinking
...thinking
...thinking
...ashamed
...embarressed
...observing
...listening


...listening


... ... ... who am i?

Monday, February 25, 2008

Sweet Lines

Drawing on the ripples of light, drawing the changes.... artificial plane.. its not real to me. I cant see for the smoke on the holes...

What do i see anymore..

What does it want to see?

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Today i saw

....infront of me...actually everywhere, may as well have been campaigning... was it a shout? Was it a slap in the face, something saying "fuck sake... OPEN YOUR FUCKING EYES YOU TWAT!?" Either way i choked... didnt let anyone know that... i thought i was finished thinking about this, i thought i was finished with the rolling tide of in and out, maybe the tide has finally stopped changing its mind... picked its course... and all i did was paddle harder



I paddled harder

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

What?

I spoke today...

Saturday, February 9, 2008

Need has arrived

Lacking in everything....pull your head out man... put your head out man!


get out!

there is now a need...

Deliver.

Monday, January 21, 2008

Here

I am once again here in a heart of darkness... all i can feel is the pulse of the bright trying to break free