Monday, January 21, 2008

Here

I am once again here in a heart of darkness... all i can feel is the pulse of the bright trying to break free

Sunday, January 20, 2008

NEED I EXPLORE THE POSSIBLITY OF TOTAL HATRED OR IS IT JUST A GIVEN THAT MY WRISTWATCH WILL NEVER FIT AROUND MY FOOT?

NEED I EXPLORE
THE POSSIBLITY OF TOTAL HATRED
OR IS IT JUST A GIVEN
THAT MY WRISTWATCH
WILL NEVER
FIT
AROUND MY
FOOT?

Slow City Burn Down

Shadow on my eye……
rounded like the moon…..
shadow on my eyes…..
rounded like the moons.

Singing in the black rooms, eyeing up the walls…
finding the exit through the , eyeing up the walls.

Home time, going home, end of the day end of the night, start of the morning
start again another night another end and another and another.

I’m helpless to the time,
helpless to the blackness I don’t even fight anymore,
I’m just moon time, shadow on my eyes,
moon time, sunlight breaking the dead,

“I’ve seen love make a fool of a man”
if I had anything to lose I wouldn’t go back either,
I have no rules, there is nothing in this room to rule,
I wouldn’t want to anyway, it irritates the world that exists outside.

Outside where I’d prefer to exist.

Something worth ruling something worth anything.

Sunday, January 6, 2008

Night Reasons: Who are we on This Day of Days?

Who are we to be on this day of days? Sitting legs folded like the mind, the loops are unsettling but renewing the soul….. The soul.

Is it lost in the mind?… the soul is lost everywhere, in homes and families in the sky below the ground the soul is lost.

Men fight for the soul

Men die for the soul

We all fight the soul.

We all want to find the soul

What is the soul but a reason, and perhaps a hope? The soul is a hope. IT is a fear for others….IT is everything you want it to be.

I lost my soul…. I’ve lost it so many times.

I gave it away a long time ago, because? I don’t know why, but I gave it to others so that it would keep them warm. And now my soul is everywhere, it is in the sky, with men and women, in the eyes, in the heart… in the feet …. In the floor…. I’ve left my soul on the floor… soulful sweat and tears, I’ve left it to the groove, given it to the feeling, for the good of the feeling….. My soul is an ingredient, all of our souls are ingredients, without it the world would be tasteless, others would be uninteresting and lacking in everything that is needed.

And so where is my soul now? Where are all our souls? Does it really matter; the fact is if we didn’t have to find it we would be meaningless.

I want to find the soul….I want others to find the soul.

I want her.

I want the music.

I want the light.

And I really think I need her.

For in her my soul is calling






Can you here your soul in someone?

Circular soul.